Losing
Grip
My
world is crumbling beneath me
I
have lost all of my control
All
I can do is be silent now
For
they have taken my soul
My
love for you is overwhelming
A
feeling no words can explain
Id
do anything to feel your touch
And
have your love again
My
grip is slowly loosening
My
hands about to slip
Please
catch me if I fall
Im
slowly losing grip
They
took my world away from me
And
thats the worst thing they could do
I
desperately need my world back
Because
Im nothing with out you
If
you havent noticed already
You
are my world
Youre
my life, my world, my everything
Without
you my thoughts are twirled
So
please give me my world back
And
Ill give him all my love
Please
just let me have him
Hes
all I ever think of.
~By
Me
Mysterious
Boy,
you’ve got me guessin’
Your
every single move
I
didn’t wanna love you
Till
your love for me you prove
Just
walk into a room
And
I’ll go weak at the knees
God,
I don’t wanna love him
Someone
help me please
It’s
amazing how with one smile
You
make me wanna die
I
can’t sleep anymore
I
just stare out my window and cry
I
don’t wanna love you
The
feelings just too strong
I
don’t really do anything
Just
cry all day long
You
just don’t understand
The
feelings I have for you
You
don’t know how you hurt me
The
pain you put me through
Boy,
I love you so much
I
want us to be serious
Boy,
you’ve got me guessin’
You
just so mysterious
~By
Me
Is it true?
I
tell him that I love him
And
I know that I do
I
tell him that I love him
Even
though I think about you
I
squeeze his hand as tight as I can
And
wish with all my heart
I
don’t even wanna start with you
Or
my world will fall apart
I
look deep in his eyes
And
see all his love for me
But
I can’t help but wonder
Am
I truly happy?
The
feel of his hand in mine
I
wonder how yours would feel
The
happiness in his eyes
I
wonder what yours would reveal
I
know I truly love him
But
all I think about is you
I
know I’m really happy
But
what can I do
I
can’t help but question
Is
this feeling really real
Do
I love him or you
I
don’t know how I feel
Until
I know the answer
I’ll
love him with all my heart
And
secretly worship you
Crying alone in the dark.
~By Me
You Can’t Leave
They tell
me to forget it
They say
it’s over and done
But sorry
to inform you
For me it’s
just begun
The sleepless
nights of crying
Wishing
you were fine
Wondering
why they did it
To that
sweet uncle of mine
He treated
us like angels
With tender
loving care
Tell me
why you did it
This really
isn’t fair
He always
looked out for us
For his
heart was oh so wide
So I guess
now it’s our turn
Whoever
did this better run and hide
He could
always watch over us
Although
I need him here
He gives
me strength and courage
Without
him I’d run in fear
So for you
I write this poem
From the
bottom of my heart
I love you
my Uncle Pat
Without
you I’ll fall apart
~by
Me
The note
She passes
him in the hall
And almost
drops her books
He’s
got her in a trance
With his
foxy looks
One desk
away
For that
43 minute class
After school
she dreams about him
Lying in
the grass
She finally
works up the courage
To write
a note or call
She doesn’t
know how to word it
She doesn’t
have clue how he will react at all
She decides
to write a note
And tell
him how she feels
She takes
her time to write it
Her feelings
she reveals
Back in
her 43 minute class
She passes
him the note
He takes
it ever so slowly
And reads
all that she wrote
Soon she
finds out
He feels
the same way for her
She never
thought this would happen
She never
thought this would occur
Now they
are in love
More then
every before
No one can
break them apart
Because
it’s each other who they adore
~by me
That
night
She lies
in his arms
As happy
as can be
He means
the world to her
In her eyes,
can you see
He squeezes
her gently
To show
her that he cares
He won’t
let anyone hurt her
And he’ll
hurt anyone who dares
She softly
grabs his hand
And holds
it tenderly
She rubs
the side of his thumb
And smiles
happily
He kisses
the top of her head
And gently
rubs her side
His feelings
for her
He can no
longer hide
She sighs
happily
And says
out loud
“This
must be a dream”
She feels
like they’re floating on a cloud
She lies
in his arms
And he holds
her tight
They are
both happy
And lay
there all through the night
~by me
Alone
She lies
on her bed
Tears streaming
down her face
She can’t
take it anymore
She needs
out of this place
All she
needs is someone to care
But I guess
that’s too much to ask
Nobody in
this world is who they ask they are
We are all
wearing masks
At school
she tries to smile and laugh
Pretending
everything is fine
She just
wants to be needed
Can’t
you all see the sign?
She’s
in this world alone
She thinks
and tries not to cry
Maybe people
would be happier
If she would
just die
She wonders
why she’s here
But she
gives them another chance
Just to
get disappointed
And gives
this world on last glance
~by me
Can You?
Place your hand softly on my chest
Can you feel it?
My Heart
It beats for you
Look deep into my eyes
Can you see it?
The need
The deep need for your love
Close your eyes for a minute
Can you hear it?
A soft sound
The soft sound of my heart crying for
you
Place your hand gently on my cheek
Can you feel it?
Tears
Lonely tears that fall every night
for you
Sit down and think
Can you see it?
I love you, Scott Allen
And I need you...
~by me