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Poems by me and my friends

I know, I know, I haven't written many lately, but for all my adoring fans. (lol, yeah right) I'll try and write more (hopefully happier).
 
 
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As I lay down here
About to go to sleep
I suddenly stop and think of you
Your touch, smartness, funniness, and cuteness.
I don't know how you could love me
I never really paid attention to girl before
I used to think that girl were just friends
NOT girlfriends
You actually told me what I could do
What not to do
And for that I shall sit in my bed
Every night
And think of you
I wish I could be able to never go to sleep
So I could think of you
My whole life
~ To me by someone who really would rather not be named
 
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As I hear my family
I begin to wonder
Do they even love me
Brothers use me as a punching bag
Sister always tries to ignore me
And parents don't even care
Sure they teach me some stuff
But only if they're told
I'm glad that someone pays attention to me
And what pisses me off
She has the same problem
~ to me by the same person as the first one


Her
She looks at her wrist,
Then at the razor in her hand.
Her last wish before she dies,
Is to hold you on the sand.

"I wonder who would notice,"
As the blood dripped on the floor.
"Maybe someone will call me,"
As she cuts a little more.

Her last word was your name,
As she drifts into a silent sleep.
Her head gets really heavy,
Oh, no, she cut too deep.

"Please give this to my love"
The note said on the floor.
This poor, sweet girl is in heaven now,
Where she won't suffer anymore.
~By me

Him

He reads the note she wrote him
As he begins to cry
“Why would she even consider that?”
He thinks, and wants to die
 
He looks around the room
And then down at the floor
He will never forgive himself
He starts to go for the door
 
He looks down in her casket
She lays so peacefully
“I knew I should have told her”
He says, helplessly
 
“She never knew I loved her”
He said for all to hear
“She did this for me”
He runs to get out of here
 
He locks himself in his room
Crying out his heart
“I don’t deserve to live”
He tears his room apart
 
He holds the razor they found
In her cold, dead hands
He runs it across his wrist
And falls the the ground where he stands

He loved her with all his heart
And this she never knew
Through the years it never faded
His love for her only grew
 
He lays motionless in his own blood
Which he bled for her
She will never know this
“This is the only cure”

Let this be a lesson
To those feelings we never tell
You may loss your loved one’s life
And yours as well
~by me

Someday

The sound of little feet,
Running on the floor,
The sound of little shouts,
Coming through the door.

"Mommy, Daddy!"
We'll hear our daughter calling.
"Brother pushed me in the mud!"
As she walks in bawling.

After we comfort her,
We'll snuggle into bed.
You'll say "I love you"
And kiss me on the head.

This is not reality,
Merely just a dream.
A hope for in the future,
That may be ripped at the seems.

But I'll keep my hopes up,
As long as you stay true.
My heart is yours forever,
I love you and only you.
~by me

 Mama

Did you hear the things he said mama

Don't you know they hurt so bad mama

Why didn't you say stop mama

Didn't you see the tears in my eyes mama

Didn't you know he made me cry mama

Didn't you know he made me want to die mama

Does he like to see me cry mama

Why does he wish me to die mama

You say he doesn't mean it mama

But why does he say it mama

Don't you know I can't breathe now mama

Did you see the blood mama

Don't be sad mama

Don't cry mama

It'll be over soon mama

I guess he got his wish now mama

I hope he'll be happy now mama

Please don't cry for me now mama

It's ok for me to die now mama

Do you know how much I love you mama

It's time to say goodbye now mama

Please be strong mama

It'll be ok now mama

Goodbye mama

 

 

Losing Grip

My world is crumbling beneath me

I have lost all of my control

All I can do is be silent now

For they have taken my soul

My love for you is overwhelming

A feeling no words can explain

Id do anything to feel your touch

And have your love again

My grip is slowly loosening

My hands about to slip

Please catch me if I fall

Im slowly losing grip

They took my world away from me

And thats the worst thing they could do

I desperately need my world back

Because Im nothing with out you

If you havent noticed already

You are my world

Youre my life, my world, my everything

Without you my thoughts are twirled

So please give me my world back

And Ill give him all my love

Please just let me have him

Hes all I ever think of.

~By Me

 

Mysterious

Boy, you’ve got me guessin’

Your every single move

I didn’t wanna love you

Till your love for me you prove

 

Just walk into a room

And I’ll go weak at the knees

God, I don’t wanna love him

Someone help me please

 

It’s amazing how with one smile

You make me wanna die

I can’t sleep anymore

I just stare out my window and cry

 

I don’t wanna love you

The feelings just too strong

I don’t really do anything

Just cry all day long

 

You just don’t understand

The feelings I have for you

You don’t know how you hurt me

The pain you put me through

 

Boy, I love you so much

I want us to be serious

Boy, you’ve got me guessin’

You just so mysterious

~By Me

 

Is it true?

 

I tell him that I love him

And I know that I do

I tell him that I love him

Even though I think about you

 

I squeeze his hand as tight as I can

And wish with all my heart

I don’t even wanna start with you

Or my world will fall apart

 

I look deep in his eyes

And see all his love for me

But I can’t help but wonder

Am I truly happy?

 

The feel of his hand in mine

I wonder how yours would feel

The happiness in his eyes

I wonder what yours would reveal

 

I know I truly love him

But all I think about is you

I know I’m really happy

But what can I do

 

I can’t help but question

Is this feeling really real

Do I love him or you

I don’t know how I feel

 

Until I know the answer

I’ll love him with all my heart

And secretly worship you

Crying alone in the dark.

~By Me

 

You Can’t Leave

 

They tell me to forget it

They say it’s over and done

But sorry to inform you

For me it’s just begun

 

The sleepless nights of crying

Wishing you were fine

Wondering why they did it

To that sweet uncle of mine

 

He treated us like angels

With tender loving care

Tell me why you did it

This really isn’t fair

 

He always looked out for us

For his heart was oh so wide

So I guess now it’s our turn

Whoever did this better run and hide

 

He could always watch over us

Although I need him here

He gives me strength and courage

Without him I’d run in fear

 

So for you I write this poem

From the bottom of my heart

I love you my Uncle Pat

Without you I’ll fall apart

 ~by Me

 

The note

 

She passes him in the hall

And almost drops her books

He’s got her in a trance

With his foxy looks

 

One desk away

For that 43 minute class

After school she dreams about him

Lying in the grass

 

She finally works up the courage

To write a note or call

She doesn’t know how to word it

She doesn’t have clue how he will react at all

 

She decides to write a note

And tell him how she feels

She takes her time to write it

Her feelings she reveals

 

Back in her 43 minute class

She passes him the note

He takes it ever so slowly

And reads all that she wrote

 

Soon she finds out

He feels the same way for her

She never thought this would happen

She never thought this would occur

 

Now they are in love

More then every before

No one can break them apart

Because it’s each other who they adore

~by me

 

 

That night

 

She lies in his arms

As happy as can be

He means the world to her

In her eyes, can you see

 

He squeezes her gently

To show her that he cares

He won’t let anyone hurt her

And he’ll hurt anyone who dares

 

She softly grabs his hand

And holds it tenderly

She rubs the side of his thumb

And smiles happily

 

He kisses the top of her head

And gently rubs her side

His feelings for her

He can no longer hide

 

She sighs happily

And says out loud

“This must be a dream”

She feels like they’re floating on a cloud

 

She lies in his arms

And he holds her tight

They are both happy

And lay there all through the night

~by me

 

 

Alone

 

She lies on her bed

Tears streaming down her face

She can’t take it anymore

She needs out of this place

 

All she needs is someone to care

But I guess that’s too much to ask

Nobody in this world is who they ask they are

We are all wearing masks

 

At school she tries to smile and laugh

Pretending everything is fine

She just wants to be needed

Can’t you all see the sign?

 

She’s in this world alone

She thinks and tries not to cry

Maybe people would be happier

If she would just die

She wonders why she’s here

But she gives them another chance

Just to get disappointed

And gives this world on last glance

~by me

 

Can You?

Place your hand softly on my chest

Can you feel it?

My Heart

It beats for you

 

Look deep into my eyes

Can you see it?

The need

The deep need for your love

 

Close your eyes for a minute

Can you hear it?

A soft sound

The soft sound of my heart crying for you

 

Place your hand gently on my cheek

Can you feel it?

Tears

Lonely tears that fall every night for you

 

Sit down and think

Can you see it?

I love you, Scott Allen

And I need you...

~by me

 

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